Are you restless like me?
Jenna's former blog. It will still be here, but she will not be here.2/28/2005
I'm assuming you reckon you won't.
Today was pretty good until just about now.
My mind is racing, for lack of a better word. I can't really concentrate. My mood keeps changing. My head is starting to hurt now, but I don't want to get coffee and stay up late. I can't stand all this homework all the time and all these projects. I wish we just had classwork and tests. I can do tests, rather well. Even if I'm bullshitting them.
My sister asked me if I felt emo (because I had Alkaline Trio on) and I wasn't at the time, but now I'm in a very weird mood. Like I'm missing out on something. And it sucks.
And there's something driving me crazy.
And my shoulders and neck are all tensed up and I'm gritting my teeth a lot lately.
But there's something about wearing a jean jacket that makes me feel cool. Especially this one.
And now I'm back to the not-so-good mood.
And now I'm going to get some coffee, and some advil, so much for sleeping before 11 tonight.
My mind is racing, for lack of a better word. I can't really concentrate. My mood keeps changing. My head is starting to hurt now, but I don't want to get coffee and stay up late. I can't stand all this homework all the time and all these projects. I wish we just had classwork and tests. I can do tests, rather well. Even if I'm bullshitting them.
My sister asked me if I felt emo (because I had Alkaline Trio on) and I wasn't at the time, but now I'm in a very weird mood. Like I'm missing out on something. And it sucks.
And there's something driving me crazy.
And my shoulders and neck are all tensed up and I'm gritting my teeth a lot lately.
But there's something about wearing a jean jacket that makes me feel cool. Especially this one.
And now I'm back to the not-so-good mood.
And now I'm going to get some coffee, and some advil, so much for sleeping before 11 tonight.
posted by Jennanana # 6:16 PM 
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I hope you feel better Jenna.
As well as get whatever is racing through your mind sorted out. I hate the fact that half of the time I have thoughts racing through my head and can't seem to just stop thinking.
As happy as I am each day .. I admit that I do keep in a lot of anger in me that I've no fucking clue of how to get rid of it. I express myself.. I try in the things that I do.. etc.. and yet its still there. It's strange.
I miss my jean jacket.
As well as get whatever is racing through your mind sorted out. I hate the fact that half of the time I have thoughts racing through my head and can't seem to just stop thinking.
As happy as I am each day .. I admit that I do keep in a lot of anger in me that I've no fucking clue of how to get rid of it. I express myself.. I try in the things that I do.. etc.. and yet its still there. It's strange.
I miss my jean jacket.
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: 7:59 PM
That's why I have this thing. It helps me realize what's going on in my head. I just type and edit, type and edit. I usually delete some of what I've written before I post an entry, otherwise you'd all be hopelessly confused. In the end I usually have a better idea of what's wrong.
Thank you for the loving words, they made me feel better.
What happened to your jean jacket?
Thank you for the loving words, they made me feel better.
What happened to your jean jacket?
Umm.. I remember growing out of like 3. And I think I still have another on in my closet. I'm not too sure if its there or not. If it is maybe I can alter is a little. Not sure. No fucking clue.
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