Are you restless like me?

Today was alright. The lady at Fondue Fred's was funny, every time she came out with different fondue she would say things like"Let's party!" and "It's Party time!" And she shoved cheesecake right in front of Tasha's face and asked "Cheesecake?" Then Tasha and I were hell of hard core and ditched Erker and wandered the streets of Berkeley by ourselves. Naturally I called my mom and asked her first.

My dad just walked in and gave me my annual valentine's heart-shaped box of chocolate. I can't remember a year he didn't get us each one. Aw, my brother won't get one, unless, well, that's a little doubtful, but hey it could happen, he's a funny geek.

My heart feels heavy. I'm sorry if I pissed you off Stephanie. I guess I'm a hypocrite, in more than a few ways, but we just don't agree on this whole animal rights/vegetarian thing. I should learn to keep my mouth shut. But you can't stop me from wearing my wool/angora/cashmere scarf.

Time for the loser "I'm so depressed because I don't have a valentine" part of this entry, you can stop reading now. Seriously, this probably won't make any sense. But shit, that kid makes me crazy. I barely even know him. Being near him kills me, and now she's coming home and I'll have to see them together and I almost cried when I saw them together that day around Thanksgiving. I feel so ridiculous and stupid because it's so pointless and I don't even know him very well. He's so oblivious all the time. I want to smash his headphones so he might actually talk. But I don't know if I could handle hanging out with him on a regular basis, I get so weirded out every time I talk to him, even if it's just for a few minutes. Maybe I just need to find out somethings about him that I hate, maybe I'd get over him. But I barely know anything and none of it's bad so it's like he's this perfect guy that if I could just spend time with I'd find out that he's amazing or something. Then there's his girlfriend, the girl who got an art scholarship (I think) and can write and draw beautifully and is beautiful herself. And I almost hate her. I don't even know her. Shit. I'm going to stop now. If you can't figure it out and want to know who this is just IM or email me, I don't want to put it in here because I don't know who may read this (besides like the 3 who leave comments every once in awhile).

Have a nice night, or day, or afternoon.