Are you restless like me?

I've been cleaning my room, slowly, but I am.

I found more stuff I had written, but this is from around mid-November and my feelings have long since changed. I've more than moved on, but I wanted to post this one part;

"It isn't fair for me to say you stole my heart, it's more like I put it in your pocket and you haven't noticed yet."

It's weird to think about how sad I really was but I didn't realize it at the time, I didn't have anything to compare it to. Sure, I had good days and I enjoyed things, but all in all I was upset a lot of the time. I wouldn't go so far as to say I was depressed, but pretty close. And not just because I thought I was in love with someone who didn't notice me, but because I felt really weird about my friends and I could barely stand my math class, among many other things. It was before I had my own room, so I couldn't get away from any family conflicts and most of the time I just sat around watching tv.

I've come across a lot of sad posts on numerous random and familiar blogs and journals lately. I feel kind of bad because I'm in such a great mood so often now. I can tolerate my classes, I'm more productive and active, I'm on good terms with all of my friends, the weather has been neat, the family thing is going well, and now break is coming up.

I guess, in conclusion, I'm living proof that things get better. It may take a little while and get worse first, but it will get better.

I'm really glad things got better.

P.S.-I added new pictures to my Flickr account, click on one of the links in the side bar.