Are you restless like me?

I'm tired of being tired.

I wish I hadn't taken AP English. I really don't see how it could be anything like a college course, even my brother doesn't have this much homework. People took English 1A at Chabot this summer (but not for credit?) and said it was hell of easy. Mrs. Moon is just one of those teachers who likes to make everyone feel like shit and grade everyone low at the beginning so that when the students improve at the end they can feel like it was all because of them.

I never have a problem with guy teachers, even when I correct them all the time and talk back, pass notes, talk to my friends, etc. They appreciate hte kids who do well.
It's the woman teachers that are bitches. They get too full of themselves and defensive about things and I have to struggle to get the grade I deserve. It's like they're intimidated by kids who come into the class with any sort of talent. Especially English teachers because people don't have to learn all the terms and everything to write well, so I guess if a kid has natural talent the teacher feels useless. Math teachers don't have that problem, not many kids come into a math class and already know all the terms and formulas.

I'm going to find a way to get something I write published or recognized or something before the end of the year, and rub it in Mrs. Moon's face. And I won't write a fucking rough draft and show that I "struggled with the question." No revisions!