Are you restless like me?

I went thrifting and got nearly-new Levi's, some patterned silky scarves, a glass with an anchor, a necklace, and a book. Last time I went I got absolutely nothing and was sad. Oh, and I saw a Hagrid doll in perfect condition with a Gryffindor scarf and everything, but I knew there would be someone who would love it more than I would, so I left it.

I think I might actually like to go to prom if it weren't so damn expensive. It would give me an excuse to wear a dress and not be berated with questions about why I'm suddenly wearing a dress. I remember I wore a skirt one day during freshman year (an ugly skirt, but that's not the point), and everyone asked me why I was wearing a skirt. I guess if I just started wearing them semi-often, people would stop bugging me, but I rarely feel the urge to wear one. So I've stuck myself in a pants rut. Back to the prom subject, I will probably go senior year, with or without a date, and I want to make my own dress. I know that I would not be comfortable in anything I'd buy. I also want to wear Converse or slip-ons, even prom can't get me to wear heels.

My Grandma is very sneaky. I guess she might have picked up on the fact that we don't like to talk to her on the phone much, she rambles, and that we wouldn't really want her to stop by with old clothes of hers. She told my mom she might come by today, but that she would call before she left. She called at like 12:30 saying she was in Manteca, on her way, and would be there in about 45 minutes, and of course she told me this instead of talking to my mom so that we couldn't give her a reason not to come. And she lives like an hour and a half away, so she called when she was halfway here so we couldn't tell her to go back or something. So my mom and sister sort of hid and I gave excuses and got them to leave within 5 minutes of getting here. I wasn't as mean as I sound, though, she had other business in the area. Manda was convinced that she had lied about how far she was and that she would show up any second, but I doubt that she's that sneaky.

I'm not going to the volunteer thing that I should be doing tomorrow. I want to sleep on a Saturday, thank you. I have to get ready to "spring forward" on Sunday. I HATE daylight saving time.

For Lani.
They have sweatshirts, scarves, and patches with the print, too.

I was messing around on last.fm while avoiding my homework and I found my way to the page for Nikola Sarcevic's solo album, Lock-Sport-Krock. I listened to "Lovetrap" for the first time in months and I realized that it has the saddest line I have ever heard in a song.

"I guess we lost our love somehow."

I can't think of anything sadder, not even in any Bright Eyes or Dashboard songs. It just sounds so hopeless, like it was inevitable and irreversible. I hate that saying, "fell out of love," because it just sounds impossible and sudden. This sounds like it happened without them even noticing right away, like they didn't even realize it was gone until they needed to address it. And that totally fits into the song, it's about the girl going out one night and meeting another guy and she decides that she doesn't want to stay with the guy anymore. She moves out and gives him the ring back and is completely cold about it. And he's just confused and hurt, but he can tell that there is nothing left to do about it because she has no feelings for him.

Because I want you to know what the hell I'm talking about, get the song here. (Shh. Don't tell the RIAA.)

Oh, and I'm not sad or anything. The song doesn't make me sad, it just is sad itself.

From the news page on The Weakerthans' website:

THE WEAKERTHANS DO NOT HAVE A "MY SPACE"
It has been brought to our attention that there are several "My Space" pages dedicated to The Weakerthans. We are not entirely sure what My Space is, but have heard it is an interesting thing. However, please note, none of us in The Weakerthans have anything to do with My Space, so we are obviously concerned that some internet users will believe that they are corresponding with us, The Weakerthans. This would be swell, if we had a My Space account, but this is not the case. WE DO NOT HAVE A "MY SPACE" ACCOUNT. Sorry for the capital letters. Have a fine day.

I ♥ Canada.

Yesterday I went to Target and got a thumb drive so that I don't have to rely on the internet working at school to print things. It came with a neckstrap and I'm wearing it right now. I feel pretty damn geeky, but kind of proud at the same time. I guess it makes me feel more mature or something. But I think I'll put it on a keychain, instead, and make it a little less noticeable. It's cute, though, it's baby blue and silver and the exact same size as my thumb.

I hope the weather is this nice tomorrow.

Thursday night: Death Cab For Cutie and Franz Ferdinand concert. Really, really awesome. Got a DCFC hoodie that I've had on pretty much ever since.

Friday night: Fiesta @ April's. Fucking hilarious. I was very giggly.

Saturday night: Sleep. In my own bed.

EVERYTHING is happening in the next three days.

Fregeau said he has a hard time remembering that I'm a junior instead of a senior. It was out of no where and a little weird.

I'm kind of amazed that I ever get anything done in shop with Jessica there. She sure is a character, and mighty funny.

My cat is asleep on my lap.

There should be lightning outside.

And I don't want to do my homework.

It's the first day of Spring. And even though the weather isn't backing me up, I have spring fever.

I eventually want something like this, but not as tacky, as a tattoo between my shoulder blades. But I'll start with some little stars across one shoulder.

High: 61. Current: 70.
Makes sense, right?

I'm sick. I have sore throat and my mommy said I felt warm. It was around this time last year that I had tonsilitis, I hope I don't end up with something that bad again. It was awful.

I'm lying in bed and my cat is on my shoulder. It would be a lot cuter if she weren't cleaning herself.

Happy St. Patrick's Day. I wore green but got pinched anyway because Lauren is mean.

The Maddox book is up for presale soon!

My dad likes to quote Cartman from Southpark.

I hate writing math papers. Who writes a multipage paper for math?! I shouldn't have gotten ahead in math, I'm an idiot. I hope I don't have to take any math classes in college, or maybe I'll just take something like college algebra. But at least I know I won't have a math STAR test to take, so I get to sleep in one of those days.

I want a tattoo. I've been watching too much Miami Ink and Inked lately.

I also want spring break to be like next week and last for a month.

Ice cream sundae break!

You're all movie stars. Make sure you have the volume up so you can here the music.
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It's the same thing every night. I hate the bureaucracy of hospitals and doctors, nothing can ever get done right.

Brand new design, if you see anything wrong let me know. I've checked it or had it checked in IE, Firefox, Safari, and Opera and there seemed to only be minor differences in height.

I've finished my homework and this thing so now I think I'll go to bed before ten for the first time in awhile.

I think I might post pictures from Friday night, but that can wait until tomorrow. It was a fun night, overall, and I hope similar events take place again soon.

I dreamt someone was chasing me with a syringe full of collagen that they were trying to inject into my lips. I'm not sure, but the person chasing me may have been Tasha.