Are you restless like me?

Sometimes I hate Fridays.

But I love Radiohead. (Does anyone have any Radiohead cds other than Kid A and Amnesiac that I can borrow?)

I also hate alarms. And that some people change unevenly.

I feel very cynical these days.

One more year until I'm out. One more year before I find out if it's me or this situation that's fucked up. One more year before I'm in the most vulnerable position of my life. One more year before I find out if every year will be like this one.

I've been swearing more lately. I don't mean to. There's just this small, underlying feeling of resentment towards everything running through my head almost constantly. The swearing seems justified.

I should read or something. This doesn't feel productive anymore.