Are you restless like me?

Why can't I just be pissed for once? I am usually there, ready to help, no complaints, for everyone in this house, sometimes I just need to be mad. I can't even have a bad mood without everyone making me feel guilty about it. LET ME BE GRUMPY. Don't ask if you can help, don't act all hurt when I snap at you. You know damn well that I handle my bad moods ten times better than anyone else here, and mine are far less frequent. Even if I've been having a bad day at school I'm not usually upset at home. This is rare, but necessary. I can't just say okay, no problem all the damn time. I need to sulk, I need to yell and slam doors, I need to set everything down with way too much force. What I'd really like to do is smash things in the street, like that stupid Furby you won't let me get rid of. WTF? I carry around a lot of stress. Yes, most of it is probably self-imposed, but telling me I should be less hard on myself isn't going to suddenly make me accept my faults and be content. Everyone else gets to be mad without me whimpering about it, can't you extend that same right to me?

How hard is it to leave me alone?!

AND DON'T EVER GO IN MY ROOM WHEN I'M NOT HOME AGAIN.